Hi all readers & beautiful people, I hope you would be doing well in your life. So here I am describing one interesting thing that is about the epilogue of my first "book Absolute Love Letter". When I completed the book I found that there was no any option to put any prologue and epilogue in book because before publishing a number of my friends read this and said that it's awesome, and this "Awesome" word from many mouth was enough for me to move forward and I finished, But after some time I wrote a English poem that and the things in poem was interconnected with the life of Param- protagonist of "Absolute Love Letter" , and by discussing with my editor Devika i added this poem as the epilogue. So here I am posting few part of that poem what became the epilogue of my novel.
enjoy-
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Epilogue
No one
- can except me
Know the depth of my pain,
They say- I’m happy in the world!
They never feel the sorrowful rain.
No one - can except
me
Know the depth of my silence,
They think I’m
blessed a lot!
Her memories shed like violence.
No one -
can except me
Know the
depth of my pang,
They
suppose I’m wide-awake!
They
never feel scream rang.
No one - can except me
Know the depth of my
moan,
They think I’m still
blithe!
My ‘self’ dead heart
has gone.
No one -
can except me
Know the
depth of my umbrage,
They see
shine in my eyes!!
Oh god!!
Return my lost courage.
No one - can
except me
Know the depth of
voidness,
They assume that
I’m complete!!
Even beset by
ugliness.
No one -
can except me
Know the
depth of my vapidity,
They are
tense about my Yearn!!
Who am I
– searching for my identity.
No one - can except me
Know the
depth of my mendacity,
I don’t wanna
be preacher ‘God’
To
burning ego - my necessity.
No one - can except
me
Know the depth of my
emptiness,
When she broken heart
in pieces
“Hopes smashed, still
hollowness”.
No one -
can except me
Know the
depth of my whine,
Missing
her feather like kisses
“Writing
down while getting wine”.
No one -
can except me
Know the
depth of my morbidity,
They say
mine living breathing!!
They
never feel my limpidity.
No one can -
except me
Know the depth of
my notional world,’
Fingers longing
to join her hair
Lips burnt me-
those were curled.
No one
can - except me
Know the
depth of my vacant mind,
She
kicked me- aware for value & images!
Now, how
I say that love is blind.
No one can -
except me
Know the depth of
my obligation,
Nerveness I- trapped
in memories
Is it called a love
progression?
No one
can - except me
Know the
depth of my perversity
‘Scrolling
tears- weeping heart’
“Fuck!
Such type of my placidity”.
No one can - except me
Feel the depth of
piteous memory,
Those deep hugs-
hard osculation
“Now breathing
tough and temporary”.
No one can - except me
Know the depth of my mishap,
How much
run? To find love
Leaving
like a poor Bishop.
No one can -
except me
Know the depth of
my miff,
Don’t call
obstinate- I’m not
I was not who create
cliff.
No one can - except me
Know the depth of my botheration,
I’m
losing my own entity
Love is nothing- yes postulation.
No one can -
except me
Know the depth
of my jeopardy,
Lost courage-
lost potency!!
What is love-
Pain neo parody.
No one can - except me
Know the
depth of my bereavement,
Counting
stars- alone and thirsty
Feeling
inside fear- bewilderment.
No one can - except me
Hear the commotion of
my soul,
Still coxing to ‘my
beloved’
Pl come back let’s make
browl.
No one
can - except me
Feel the
depth of my dedication,
You free
to say me nonconformist
Hang me
pl if broke your contravention.
No one can - except me
Know the depth of my compulsion,
Oh god! Return those crowning moments
Lived with her with
vertal osculation.
No one can - except me
Know the
depth of my constellation,
I’m
wailing- busting like wan chancy
Help me
god searching my destination.
No one can
– except me
Find out
the depth of my comatose,
I’m
intoxication by her lips
That
worked like an erotic dose.
No one can
– except me
Observe
the depth of my tarnish,
I’m
wondering – like vagrant
Seeking
for my beloved like mulish.
No one
can – except me
Know the
depth of my bewailing,
Tears are
my utmost wealth
Yes!!
It’s my supreme gaining.
No one can –
except me
Know the
reason of my bondmanship,
I comprehends
you brag about your life
Let her ogle-
you will feel outlandship.
No one can – except me
Feel the taste of restlessness,
She is exploring through my being.
I am desert – nothingness.
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